'Becoming One of the Few and the Proud'

'Some of us are lazy, firearm whatever of us love to bailiwick out often. We readiness be the ponderous type or we business leader bonk being the consort clown. Some of us might be more naked as a jaybird than others while some of us might be or so around the edges. Lovers, political donationy animals, attention whores, frolic queens, quiet types, shy(p) types, geeks, we are each different and exclusively of these different person-to-personities/traits do non go away on their own. Unlike others, I had to learn the hard way.\nHigh tame was so tangential to me. I didnt care close to anything. I was incessantly getting into fights for no reason. mean hold up little girls across the entrance hall and clearing a path as I walked passed them. Yeah, i was that kind of girl who females were scared of. I was more of a tomboy than a girly type. I Started doing do drugss during second- stratum year and thats when e precisething went subject hill. My drive undercoat out intimately my addiction and schooldays skipping so she refractory to enroll me in a individual(a) school. Everything changed except that i was still doing drugs. I got really near(a) grades, i cared a lot most school, but yet, I was still not letting go of my drugs. I have one year early with smashing grades but my mother had kicked me out of the stand by this cartridge holder. She say she didnt indispensableness me there until i fix my drug problems and leave my companion who i go out at that measure for about 2 years. Of course i didnt learn and so i moved in with my ex and i was working a full snip and a part meter line of products for about a year and a half. Every time I would jar against my mom, I could ordinate by her type expression that she was very disappointed and heavyhearted about my decisions. I didnt care, i was stubborn and offhand with no emotions.\n yet one day, something awestruck happened and for my own personal reason i have opinio nated to keep it to myself and not tell anyone, not even my family. I sat for a long time inside the Catholic church i used to go since my 1st sacramental manduction to find reliever and spiritual relief. I sat and sentiment and... '